Isn’t it getting annoying that I keep randomly popping up at the strangest times. Don’t search your newspapers guys, I’m still breathing. This summer was extremely busy. I’ve had work, school, and preperation for a major life change that’s to come within the next couple months. I’ve had no time for fun except for a couple random weekends of blowing my whole check on clothes and other random things I didn’t really need. I wish I could have just relaxed at a hotel for a weekend or just go down my grandparents house for a week … just to get away. Sucks to say that the mentality of better days from the past will no longer present themselves anymore. Well, at least not now, not this year.. that is. Maybe next year.. maybe next year. Talk to you next time I h ave more time to rant!

I figured if I waited to long, no one would know what’s around the corner. Well, my birthday is this Thursday (July 16) and I’m having the toughest time trying to figure out what I want to do. Everyone keeps saying, “Aja, what do you want to do?” and I keep responding with, “I have no clue.” It’s seems that every year when I plan something for my birthday, things go horribly wrong. Last year, there were complications with my hotel room. Year before, everyone was broke and was in so much pain from surgery. Year before last I threw a birthday party in which no one showed up to, but my family. Also, some girls who swore up and down they were my best friends at the time completely ruined my birthday. I don’t really want to get into details. If I keep going back in the past, I’ll only disappoint myself. I’m hoping I’ll be able to break the pattern this year. Any bright ideas? Parties are definitely out.